I dont know whether it's my ego or my shyness
but most of the time I just wont open my mouth...


I was looking after the grocery store one night and a regular costumer came in...
He has been coming to my store for ages but still, I never ever intended to learn about his name...
So, I'll just call him Shamshul (bukan name sebenar)...

[Mood: Bored]

Shamshul: Mi! Minyak motor seringgit!

Me: (Nodded while trying my best to listen to "I Dont CAre" song by Fall Out Boy)

Shamshul: (Took the oil and filled it into his motorcycle tank) (After that, he headed straight to the counter) Woaaa... Mi, dengar lagu orang putih! Kau faham ke?

Me: (Nodded with a sinical smile)

Shamshul: Hebat kau... Mentang2 nak jadi cikgu bahasa Inggeris... Dia cakap apa tu Mi?

Me: (Shrugged my shoulders)

Shamshul: Aik? Tadi cakap faham... Camni la kau... Sombong... Takpe Takpe... (Opened the fridge and unwrapped an ice-cream...)

Me: (Got up and changed the CD... "The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance)

Shamshul: Hmmphh... Bapak imam... Anak dengar lagu setan...

Me: (Whatever...)

Shamshul: Allahuakbar... Sikit pun aku tak boleh tangkap dia nyanyi apa... Wargghh sini... Warght sana...

Me: (fine... I'll turn it off... Cant a growing teenager find a little peace here?)

Shamshul: Nah... Duit minyak dengan ais krim...

Me: Terima kasih...

Shamshul: Haa... Dengar pun suara... Susah betul nak dengar suara kau... Suara mahal nih...

Me: Heee (Smiled sinically)

Shamshul: Mi... Minyak dalam bahasa Inggeris apa?

Me: (Can u hear the crickets singing?)

Shamshul: Mi... Cepat la... Aku nak tahu ni...

Me: (Lalala~)

Shamshul: Ala... Camni la kau... Cepat la... Aku nak belajar ni... Cakap nak jadi cikgu...

Me: (I Dont Care what u think about~~ Me~)

Shamshul: 'Oil' kan? ke 'Diesel'?

Me: (Hmm... Correct... but Diesel can also be clothing brand...)

Shamshul: Kalau minyak masak? 'Cook Oil'?

Me: (Hahahahaha)

Shamshul: Kedekut ilmu la kau ni...

Me: (Ouchh...)

Shamshul: Takpe la... Aku gi dulu la... Assalammualaikum... Tak jawab berdosa!

Me: Waalaikummusalam...

Shamshul: (Vroommm!!)



It is not that I didnt want to speak...
But there's an inner force seemed to be holding me down

I dont think it's my ego...
Maybe it depends on my mood
or my feelings towards the people I'm having conversation with...

Entah le...




p/s:- Lately people keep saying that I'm improving... dah banyak cakap... Am I?




Lalala~

:-)